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[Sep. 16th, 2005|11:12 am] |
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You know you had a real interesting night when you wake up with the taste of blood in your mouth. Sorry I haven't been around to post anything of interest recently at all. A lot of shit that needs to be looked into, thought about, and dealt with has been going on at my end. This isn't going to be a typical cheery type thing for me to write about, I've been fucking frustrated about things, and well, also been waiting for a damn appointment to see a doctor about changing the ADHD meds I have to take. Nutshell sum up, the meds that I was on were not working anymore, so I was told by a professional to stop taking it.
The big problem with my ADHD is the fact that I have virtually no self esteem whatsoever, it isn't depression at all and basically I don't know whether or not I can consider myself to be a good person or not. I try to do right by people, but I think they doubt or are suspicious of my intentions. I unsettle people because of my body language, I either have it, or I don't. I really am upset at the fact that whatever I try to do, try to talk to new people, things like that, it fails miserably.
Sorry to waste your guys' time by having to see this proto-Emo thing (since I am old enough to be considered proto-Emo or something). I took two days off from work because I needed to get away from people here, and well, also stay away from my friends (which I was unable to do for the most part - I had one day to myself in my apartment where I was left alone, I needed more). I have plenty of videogames in which I can retreat to the privacy of my apartment and hide out from life for maybe a day this weekend (well I can hope to anyway).
I hate being unsure of my own actions due to my brain constantly looking over everything... I think my hindsight is 20/10 and unfortunatley it tends to make things really annoying. Next thing I post will be cheery, or an attempt to do so. |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|04:04 pm] |
Oz
36% amorality, 45% passion, 45% spirituality, 54% selflessness |
Oz. Moral. Calm. Down-to-earth. Helpful. Laconic. Well... alright, this test didn't test for your verbosity, but if it did, I'd bet you weren't very talkative.
Daniel Osbourne (Oz to you and me) was one of the most popular characters in Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
Congratulations!
If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:
Nerds, Geeks & Dorks
Professional Wrestling
Love & Sexuality
America/Politics
Thanks Again! -- THE 4-VARIABLE BUFFY PERSONALITY TEST |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 1% on morality |
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You scored higher than 9% on repose |
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You scored higher than 17% on spirituality |
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You scored higher than 69% on selflessness |
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[Aug. 19th, 2005|10:23 am] |
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just because:
and then this!
| You scored as Storyteller. You're more inclined toward the role playing side of the equation and less interested in numbers or experience points. You're quick to compromise if you can help move the story forward, and get bored when the game slows down for a long planning session. You want to play out a story that moves like it's orchestrated by a skilled novelist or film director.
Storyteller | | 75% | Method Actor | | 75% | Tactician | | 67% | Power Gamer | | 50% | Butt-Kicker | | 50% | Specialist | | 33% | Casual Gamer | | 25% | </td>
Law's Game Style
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|09:38 am] |
some really weird ones this time... nothign to report except trying to work out some new character designs and stuff.
| Your Power Color Is Red-Orange | 
At Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
How You're Attractive:
You are very affectionate and inspire trust.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Respected?" |
This one was especially cheery to check out XD
| lanhao is energetic. | | You've got the energy level of a small yip-yap dog. And, much like those dogs, I hope you get run over by an ice cream truck. Yeah, that's right. I said it. | | brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread) |
here's a new one...
You're like a Dragon!
?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??
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be sorted @ nimbo.net
AND HAH!!! |
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[Jul. 26th, 2005|09:33 am] |
Well, this was yet another one... this one stolen form Foxfur
INFP - the Healer
You scored 45% I to E, 15% N to S, 28% F to T, and 68% J to P! |
You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more feeling based than thinking based, and you prefer to go with the flow rather than having a plan. Your type can best be summarized by the word "Healer", which belongs to the larger group of idealists. You have a capacity for caring that is deeper than most. You strive for unity, are fascinated by the battles between good and evil, and can be something of an idealist. Only 1% of the population shares your type.
As a romantic partner, you are usually supprtive and nuturing, however, you have a high need for individuality. Harmony is extremely important to you as you are very affected by conflict and tension, which also makes you resist confronting your partner directly about problems. When you get angry, you usually blame yourself, rather than your partner. You can also be stubborn and unyielding when you feel you are being criticized or mistreated. You feel the most appreciated when your partner listens to you carefully. You need to be understood. You need to hear your partner express their feelings, the more often, the better. Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: INFP
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You scored higher than 54% on I to E |
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You scored higher than 10% on N to S |
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You scored higher than 18% on F to T |
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You scored higher than 76% on J to P |
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| Check this meme out.... |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|11:35 pm] |
now here was an interesting test, this one surprised me... and to think I fucking studied for it too....
the Prankster
(34% dark, 26% spontaneous, 27% vulgar) |
your humor style:
CLEAN | COMPLEX | LIGHT
Your humor has an intellectual, even conceptual slant to it. You're not pretentious, but neither are you into what some would call 'low humor'. You'd laugh at a good dirty joke, but you definitely prefer something clever to something moist.
You probably like well-thought-out pranks and/or spoofs and it's highly likely you've tried one of these things yourself. In a lot of ways, yours is the most entertaining type of humor.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Conan O'Brian - Ashton Kutcher |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 18% on dark |
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| amused as usual |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|12:59 pm] |
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Well, there was some iron about this consdiering Lan is supposed to be the end all be all ice wielder....
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| Yay for purple! |
[Jul. 21st, 2005|09:55 am] |
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Woohoo!!!!
Purple - Enigmatic dreamer. You probably keep a
journal, and just love a good story. People
love you for your colorful outlook on life, and
your sense of spirit.
What Color Glow Stick Are You?
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j/k - just swiped from Chapeljax and took it.
Saw a few other memes and well, having a good day, oddly enough got sleep last night.... which was cool. Actually feel kind of inspired to draw today, working on a few new character designs as well, and might be helping a friend move stuff around tonight. Hopefully something good will come of this creative spurt.
Stolen from deadartieadams
 | You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.
Existentialist | | 69% | Cultural Creative | | 69% | Romanticist | | 56% | Idealist | | 50% | Materialist | | 44% | Fundamentalist | | 38% | Modernist | | 31% | Postmodernist | | 31% | </td>
What is Your World View? (updated)
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Found this one also amusing to take XD
Swiped from pisceskitty (I ROCK! :P )
 | You scored as Harry Potter. You can be a little reckless and hot-headed at times, but a more brave and courageous friend would be hard to find.
Harry Potter | | 85% | Ginny Weasley | | 70% | Ron Weasley | | 60% | Sirius Black | | 60% | Remus Lupin | | 60% | Albus Dumbledore | | 60% | Hermione Granger | | 55% | Severus Snape | | 55% | Draco Malfoy | | 40% | Lord Voldemort | | 30% | </td>
Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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